Monday, October 30, 2006
"I try for happiness in the midst of all this emptiness."
now there, maybe it is ironic to keep my blog title when that phrase.that phrase has been with me for a really long time and it has sorta became a representative of my words or rather the way i've portrayed myself to be. literally, seeking happiness yet feeling empty, lost and desolute all together at the same time. hahhaas. those funny, crap-filled days are long gone and what's left are all the funny and not-so-wanting-to-remember memories which only served as amusement of my own persue.just soaking every inch of gladness that rains down in my life and someone's just rocking my socks off. yepp. outrageous? yes! im feeling super outrageous and i aint any care of the world cause im just so so so so loved. hyped? yes! just feeling out-of-this-world and just being really merry and all that. hahaha. yea? i've gone mad? probably. just madly and unmeritedly and unconditionally loved and treasured by You. :)weeee~ just wanna stand up and shout that im the beloved child of God!!chucking my past behind and beneath the soles of my feet, its a brand new day again! Love will make you beautiful - indeed, i've morphed into someone who's bursting with life, giggles and laughter. yup! good metamorphsis. i think i've come close to being a butterfly? maybe a fat bumble bee. okay. that's kinda far out, comparing myself to insects.
just being nonsensical at the moment.
however the real deal, i've found the reason for happiness.
the reason is You! the Lord of my Life!!:)
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 12:15 AM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 10:19 PM