vanessa got the pic as well and she did a cool modification to it and tata! its in the negative film kinda loook...so the flames look so cool in blue...u rawl darling! :) 

this is just a cool pic that chin jan sent to me..haha its just candles forming a heart shape..love it to bits 

like this banner! TjT rawks! 

this is a pic of me and my 'er jie'..janice..yups i met her while studying at ymca last year..miss her lots..  

me and theresa..she's from njc...very friendly and out-going person...she's such a darling.. =) 

haha...just found a pic of me n silin on vday this year..we went out together to eat with a few others pple..a farewell dinner for soon tee..she's in aus doing her studies.. =) 

haha...hot dog..better think twice what's been put in between ur bread yea? wahahaha... 

i like tis album cover too...rawks!  

i simply like tis pic of yan xing shu!!! wahhaha..he's my type of dream guy...weee~ 

i just loved this precious moment picture!! its so lovely (^.^) 

today i aint chilling out with any song cause simply there isnt a mood for it although i was blasting music in my room with this taiwanese rock band's album. they do pretty neat songs that i really try learning the different songs to impress myself. sounds pretty pathetic but i like it and besides its good to pick up a new song and try to jam it. once you get hold of the song definitely you have this sense of satisfaction.

Its's simply a feeling that undescribable...

oh well last night i had a good talk with my mum and well all those stuffs abt guys just kept flowing out of my mouth and well i do feel better saying some out cause i'm rather irritated with it. mayhe i should share it with her often cause she's been thru much more than i have.

honestly i hate myself. my foul and stinking temper. just how can i control it? i'm so agigy and so easily irritated this days. its a big contrast to who i used to be. oh i really want to change esp when my relationship with my family is always at risk when i get so angry that i want to tear down the entire apartment. yes that's how i'm going to illustrate how bad my temper was.

i'm so dead! revision has been so bad and i really dont know if i can pull thru this exams. oh Lord! help!

tis verse kept me going all this while thru pri and seconday school..i must forget
Phil 4:13 I can do all things Thru Christ which strengthens me.

yes. in everything i do i should always go to Him. =)

hehe..today another song that's one of my favs too..

The Juliana Theory
Dont push love away


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Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.
I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm given.

Can you hear me now? Listen.
Whispers in the rain. Listen.
Don't push love away, You know you do.
It's all we have.

It's a chore holding onto a vision.
Don't leave her high and dry.
She's the one you'll be missing.

Can you hear me now? Listen.
Whispers in the rain, while you're awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

I hate to think hesitation's a burden.
A bittersweet design for a lesson you're learning.

Can you hear me now? Listen.
Whispers in the rain, while you're awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

She's crying. She's crying. She's crying. She's crying.

Can you feel me now this time?
Whispers in the rain, lying awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all you have.

Can you feel me now this time?
Whispers in the rain, lying awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.

how to grow 'Love"...cute.. =D 

lolx...wires n stuffs related to gear..woohoo! 

love tis album cover by The Juliana Theory..its abt LOVE... =P 

my entire group in our casual attire..from the front left to right.. Harmesh(YJC),Bhusan(TPJC),me,Theresa(NJC),Ian(RJC) 2nd row Smita(TJC),Jiaquan(JJC),Cheng Siong(PJC),Jia Ren(CJC),Qing Zhen(RJC),Francis(SAJC) Last row Chrita(MI),Sonya(VJC),Tiff(HCJC),Chun Lian(AJC),Natasha(MJC),Audrey(ACJC),Casie--she's the SLO(NJC),Diana(NYJC) =) 

the girls in my groupie..diana,me,smita,sonya,tiff,natasha n chitra 1st row theresa audrey casie n chun lian :) 

this is my group at Pre-University Seminar 04 held at NUS...Group 2 rawks!! (^.^)v 

finally taken a pic with brother after a long long time..he left church to another better one..he's doing fine there..( Lin Gerald me) =) 

yay!! this is the birthday girl...Silin...haha! fooling around with the cake...  

alrighty!! this is my cousin!! Richard..he's the one taking all the pics...i love going out with him..cuz he's ur photographer for the day..hahaha! =P 

yup..this is Abel..my 'shifu' in drums last time..wahhaa..he says he looks beng in this pic..haha... 

that's me..my cousin took this picture of me studying my history...was waiting for tables and guess wat we waited for an hour..sheesh 

that's all the girls present...i'm easily spotted..i'm in PINK..wahhaah =X 

hehe..after a good lunch at fish n co Glasshouse..celebrated my dearest sistaz..Silin's 18th birthday :) 

basically i've no mood to say anything a song just summarised my thoughts and feelings for the day. haha seems like i've been using songs to express my days. today's been ok had a great time celebrating silin's birthday at glasshouse fish n co.cool.haha.

here's the song now.. one of my all time fav's.. meaningfuL :)

Only Hope
By Switchfoot

There's a song inside of me soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know You're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my drams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

I give You my apathy
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back


that's all.. haha ('_")V

chilling out with
Lifehouse---------------Joshua

had a rather emo day.no idea what's wrong with me probably it might be because i ran into Landis yesterday during steamboat dinner with Bao Qi n the rest.i mean i just didnt expect to run into him.its just so coincidental yup.i didnt know how to react but what's worst was they came one hour late! i'm so angry cus i had a long day at school and i make the trip down to meet them specially and yet they make me wait. :S
landis better known as lance now.i realised that after 2 years i still feel something for him isnt that dumb after what has happened then. havent i learnt from my lesson yet?i guess things have changed this time a round and i'm more careful with how i feel about certain things.i just dont know how to explain the feeling inside me and i dont wan to deceive myself in anyway. i just wan to sort out my thoughts before its too late and i regret decisions i've made. Lord guide me and lead me away from tis thought as i'm in a crucial moment of my life now. this 2 years meant alot to me since i used 1 year's time to get this and without you all this cant happen at all. Dont leave me!

oh yea..another song from lifehouse Goodbye...another nice song..hehe

Artist: Lifehouse Lyrics
Song: Goodbye Lyric


Take your medicine and swallow it down
Drown your sorrows in a bowl of pain now
You've got the confidence You have the smile
Fool everybody even yourself for awhile

(chorus)
So take your suffering and be done with you
I am sorry I can't come there with you
So pack your pain in a suitcase full of lies
I guess this is where we say goodbye

Oh I'm so complicated I was so torn
Between two lies don't make a treatment
[unintelligible]
You said you're growing up and what you became
I think you're changing into a different version of the same

(chorus)
So take your suffering and be done with you
I am sorry I can't come there with you
So pack your pain in a suitcase full of lies
I guess this is where we say goodbye

[unintelligible] Was the last time you bringing me down
Nothing's the same Now that you're not around
Everything has changed Now that you're not around

(repeat chorus)

I guess this is where we say goodbye
I guess this is where we say goodbye


yeah it pretty much reflects how i feel for the day itself. a song that basically summarised my entire day.

oh oh..another one..Joshua!!! it has nice lyrics too.. heeh

Joshua
by Lifehouse

the air has never felt so warm
the sky has never looked this way before
there's nothing comforting in change
I can't seem to find any peace in this confusion

I can't help my mind from racing
and my heart is beating faster than ever before
tell me is this really happening
I cannot tell if I am dreaming

last night
I saw you standing in the moonlight
and you took my hand and we walked
beside the river
and you said
don't be afraid, be strong
I'm with you

I'm climbing on top of my doubt
don't let this fear
get the best of me
cause I find my confidence in you
and I find my hope
when I lose control

last night
I saw you standing in the moonlight
and you took my hand and we walked
beside the river
and you said
don't be afraid, be strong
I'm with you

last night
I saw you standing in the moonlight
and you took my hand and we walked
beside the river
and you said
don't be afraid

and last night
I saw you dancing in the moonlight
and you took my hand and we walked
beside the river
and you said
don't be afraid, be strong
I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you

voila..haha thinking of having the lyrics of Take me away in the blog..haha if my guy were to sing me this song, i'll melt directly on the one or either i sing it to my guy and play it on my guitar..yups.i hope that will melt him too..show him how much he meant to me.. :P

This time what I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away
I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

(chorus)
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
Cause I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

(Repeat chorus)

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

I've seen it all
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
I've seen enough
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

(Repeat chorus)
Take me away
Take me away

yea.another song is Storm.nice to chill one with it cause it kinda calm your nerves and stuffs like that. slightly on the emo tone but really nice song.

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I could see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right

I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I’m so used to living underneath the surface

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right

yup..that's all.. heex :)

Listening to:
Lifehouse-----------Joshua
Lifehouse-----------May

i'm a big fan of lifehouse!they are simply one of the bestest bands around!i'm in love with the lead singer Jason Wade.he has this really nice voice that melts my heart whenever he sings the song Everything and Take me away..

haha.that's a really cool song.its been SUPER ( i mean really long since i last blog).i'm doing fine and yeah so kinda dont really have the mood to blog anymore.its kinda nice to remember that i had a blog and reading what i've written in jan, its pretty cool. many things happened throughout this 6 months and well i'm really happy about the 'new' life that i'm having currently.

started sch in a jc.that's something that NEVER occurred to me cause i was so into poly and when God gave me tis path.i was like " God, are you playing with me?" i clearly remember that very day i got my results. in shock and tears cause i failed my emaths again!!that's horrible enough afterwards i went to look at the jae form. it wrote eligible for 2 years course.i was elated beyond words but i tried looking for poly courses.there's none at all! that was the ultimate shock of my life.but haha.i'm pretty happy now in srjc cause God's been faithful and He has never left me alone..yea?haha

recently i came back frm this camp. the Pre-U seminar.its a totally out-of-this-world experience as it opened me to lots of issues pertenting to the society in sg today and yea i get to meet people my age and really relate with them.i've met the bestest bunch of people ever GROUP 2. haha. they are such a lovable bunch.come to think of it i've at least a friend from all 16 jcs and CI.haha.its just so cool thinking of the newly formed connections.haha :) i pray that i'm able to keep in contact with them as they are too precious to be forgotten as we spent 5 days together through thick and thin..heh

well i guess that's all i'm going to say for now.abt relationships and stuffs i'm leaving in God's hands, there's no point worrying or fretting over it. When it comes,it comes in His time. i must say i'm glad i havent had any feeling for any guy over the past few months either they are really bad that i'm not attracted to them or simply my heart's turned cold.haha.i think my heart's more on guard now against matters of the heart.haha.you may be wondering how can that be?i've always had crushes now and then on guys.haha currently i think i still have feeling for that special someone out there but it may not be only 1 guy but i left them all in a special place in my heart. yup.haha. i'm constantly asking God if they are the ones for me and yeah..am going to keep on waiting for God's answer.
haha. :)