frankly, i wasnt keen to update anymore.

decided that its time for me to move on to another step of my life.
i'm not sure if i'll continue to blog stuffs, well it all depends on my mood.

i'm just in this state of confusion, emotionally and mentally.

pretty drained out at work, and that leaves me with so little time to do so many things. hey, my own life is affected too. the consolation is that i'm beginning or rather have been enjoying my work. perhaps its a totally new thing to me and its getting pretty interesting as the days go by.

lately, many friends are getting or have gotten attached. its irritating CAUSE i am already spending lesser time with my girlfriends and now, this. sigh, what injustice i'm facing.

i'm not picky about guys. its simply, no one appreciates me that way as yet. what more, there isnt anyone right now in my life so it will take a pretty long time to feel that way i guess? anyway, from the way it seems and some people i know of, guys are indeed creatures that go by looks first then the appreciation of the inner man. perhaps i might be single my entire life at the rate things are going. haha.

well, i dont mind being single. its gives me lots of freedom and stuffs, no committments, no shits or whatever. but there are times, there's this desire and longing to be loved by another being. i know i havent met him yet. i guess i have to wait. meanwhile, being loved and highly favoured by someone out of this world and dimension, is the GREATEST of it all. The LOVE HE gave is totally smashing, what else could i ask for? its firstly, unconditional love and more importantly, its ETERNAL!! how good can it get man?

curious who i'm talking about? His Name : J.C. :)


i'm just glad that God's really opening lots of doors for me and favouring me in my life. from my relief teaching job to the temp job at this re-knowned and established LAW FIRM, to the people i meet and also my A Level results. Its totally amazing. :)



for now, just waiting for you to appear in my life.