Saturday, August 05, 2006
lately someone caught my attention. well its not really recently, its more like its for sometime that i've observed. im not sure but it seems like im stucked with him for now. since the earliest of days that i've known him, i thought after that period of disappearing act, i wont be seeing him. yet i've been seeing him around alot more and what more, im stuck with him now. same group and what more same school. call that annoying? its too coincidental to even believe.told mun about it.he said, " nahh, i think you should take break from it."hahahaha.i liked what he said.probably he's right. I should take longer breaks from such weighty issues. im not so good at handling these and besides, its just un-necessary trouble to invite if things leaks out ( oh i guess it did leak out from my own mouth - i shared with HT about it ) what more, im not ready to face such things yet. maybe i'll just forget about it and sleep over it. i shouldnt be interested in him although everything else about him makes up for the lack of height. there's something about him that really attractive. the christ that's in him. i guess its only specifically from him that is so beautiful. dont ask me why? im not sure but it just touches me lots on how God's so beautiful in him. hahaha.speaking of which, is he really that attractive?he doesnt even meet my basic requirements of height.hahaha.so evil.but then, i've a thing for tall guys ( must be due to the fact of facing my 1.88m brother everyday whom used to be shorter than me. bleahs. )i should just sleep over it. dont let this small thing grow into something big and outta control.hehehehehe.
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 3:18 PM