recently, i felt that i'm being such a pain to others. i guess its probably the old sensitive me that's giving such impressions but really, i really feel that i am one. been imposing on this friend the whole of this week and knowing him, i realised that maybe i have been such a pain. even if he doesnt feel it, i felt it myself.

lately, i'm just extremely angry with myself. i cant get things going. i'm letting mindless stuffs occupy my mind and i'm practically wasting my life. how can i get what i want next march? my desire to get into uni and all, am i on my way there? *depressed*

i'm undergoing so much transitions in my life right now. i'm feeling empty inside at times and yet i feel i'm not doing enough. sometimes i wonder if the decisions i made were wrong. am i doing things that displeases you? sigh.

i need you. i need you to comfort me. dont leave me okay? you are the only person in this entire world that loves me unconditionally and even before i knew you. i dont want to lose you. i want to feel loved by you again. im not going to boast of my love for you but of your love for me. that is enough.

Heart-shattered lives ready for love don't for a moment escape God's notice.