Frustrating day.

the title tells it all. it is a frustrating day all right. been stuck on gp for several hours. 15 mins of study and 1 hour of rest, utterly ridiculous but that is my day. for most days of the holiday, in fact.

holidays? haha.

i agree with Lance.
on his msn nick, he said :" Holiday is just another word for work. It is a facade!!!"

this is so true.
need no details or reasons why......
relating it to my life, it is the answer.

on the bright side, 5 months more of hardwork and discipline, its hello to freedom!!
i cant wait! i've actually drawn up a list of things to do before the holidays even started. oh well that should motivated me to work towards it and besides, i can spend more time with my family.something that i really liked.

i'm not contented with what i am now. i need to work more on keeping the good habit of 'feeding myself spiritually'. its kinda dry lately and well, i missed serving in ministry. i hope when i get myself really settled down, i can make a comeback to serve Daddy. :)

somehow i've managed to keep the unnecessary issues off my mind. there are struggles in between but it is the discipline and Daddy's love that kept me going. i must admit i still needed time to get used to things around me. it is quite a blow to me but then again, i know Daddy God wants me to learn from experiences. He never left me.

there's always something new to learn from bad experiences.

perhaps for the issue that has been on my mind and others', i only can say that its temporal. it will never happen. trust me on that. i have my own set of princples to abide on and follow. i'm glad it hasnt really bugged me that much as much i thought it would. taking things easy and just leave everything at Daddy's feet. :)

Let Go. Let God.

been keeping in contact with Vanessa and Jonathan lately. its been donkey years since we last saw each other! its been about 3~4 years since we left sec sch. time flew past real quick. its great catching up with them and happy to know that each of us are growing strong in Christ and doing well in our lives. God made all things possible. :)

this hit me today while listening to sermon tapes by pastor prince.
John 14:27 "... let not your heart be troubled.. "

it spoke to me alot.


perhaps my day isnt that frustrating after all. LOL.