Monday, May 09, 2005
many things happened lately. my reactions to those things. i'm at a loss of emotions.i'm somewhere in between. exams took most of my attention, so i guess and SYF was a major letdown for us. somehow i was too overwhelmed with other sch-related issues that i couldnt be bothered. i was indeed on the run if you asked me. i couldnt handle my emotions. isolation was a better option- well at least to keep my sanity. if not, i'll plunged into God-knows-what. depression.i'm not letting myself into depression. not this year. no longer doing silly stuffs like what i did before. i'm not allowing myself to commit that same mistake then. no way. repeating my As? NO. damn you!! i wont let that happen. i'm going to uni. =)stop giving pple the impression that i'm messing your lives. i'm not. i'm not. i'm not what you think i am. its your choice and i cant stop anything. besides its not my fault. if you think that's the way, i've no comments. but you CANT judge me that way. you have no right. please dont tink of me that way. that's a shallow thought! to think that you are my friend? friends dont jump into ridiculous assumptions and label me.i'm pissed. =X
listen here. i dont GIVE A DAMN SHIT! you can do what you want with your lives. just leave me out of it. i want to concentrate on my As. you goohdos. =/argh...i'm not blogging anymore. too pissed......................................... [leave me alone.]
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 4:52 PM