Thursday, May 05, 2005
i've lots of thoughts after looking at the obituary page today. i saw her name there. i cant believe she's gone now. months of prayers have been prayed for her and yet she's gone. she's only 18 and now she's gone. her death made me realised that life is short and that we have to cease everything opportunity God has given us to live each day for Him. although i dont know her well, i also know her as his gf. he was my previous church friend and is still a friend of mine.i ask that God give additional comfort to her parents and to my friend as well. i know well the pain of losing someone you loved most. be glad that her suffering is over and that she's back in the arms of Our Heavenly Father. we'll meet her again. :)her life does inspires me though. :)i can finally tell myself that i'm completely in acceptance of the both of them. in fact i'm happy for both of them too. you might think i'm lying to myself but no. i've learnt and i've straighten out my thoughts. they are both friends whom i really treasured and well since they are happy. i am too. no hard feelings. lessons are meant to be learnt and overcome. i know at times its going to get tough but God knows and will help me through definitely. i'm sure i'll meet him soon. i just have to be patient. for now, studies come as the priority after God. hehe. :) like what lance has said, its better to make more friends now than to limit yourself to just one person. i'm in total agreement with him. sometime when you think that person A is good, God doesnt think of it that way. you know what? He knows you much better than yourself and obviously will give you His best choice. haha. isnt that sweet? :)things arent as bad as they seem. its just how you brave through each encounters with positivity and well God's love. God's love for me is simply indescribable. :D
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 2:09 PM