receipe for the ultimate breakdown

• foul temper = easily angered + irritation + lack of sleep
• hysteria = emo + ( all others that made me so emo)
• new timetable = duration of day ( unchanged) + more lessons + remedials
• life = temptations + disillusionment + fatigue + struggles
• you

all adds up and ' POP! goes the weasel.' -_-

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i can feel the grey matter oozing out of my pink cap.

splitting headaches- thousand needles, blades

stabbing me repeatedly. that sounds utterly familiar.

isnt that what my old heart used to be? such brutality on thy frail heart.

nothing's changed much ever since. i'm still my same old self.

except my heart that's mend with selfless friendship.

by someone far greater than any can imagine.

He holds the key to my inner thoughts and knows me so well- better than myself.

what do i have to deserve your love?

such love so true and dear.

i cannot imagine each day without you.

my source of light, strength, peace and hope in my life.

my best friend. my protector. my confidant.

i love you. *=)