Tuesday, April 05, 2005
cloud nine mentality. light-headed. rainbow colours. spirals twirls.i'm
speechless.
=)time definitely changes everything. realised that people do change as time progresses. sometimes things turn out unexpectedly well that you wished that you have left a better impression. no better how much effort and time is put into something, there often are recollection of the past where the hurt lies. the only reaction is just a silly laugh, thinking back on the things said and done. at present i'm glad that we're still friends, after all that had happened. bumped into *him today in college. somethings still remain the same, no matter, i'm glad he still regards me a friend. that's the consolation after all that's happened. besides i've learnt something from it. feelings come and go but what's the most precious thing left? unbreakable friendships that were meant to last. hopefully i can be of help to him as possibly as i could within my own abilities.i wonder if i give time for me and ___ to let things fall in place, will i have the same consolation as well? ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE OK? =)then again, all things is given by Him above and well He wants me to learn. i pray that each time i'm able to lean on Him and just let go. Let Go. Let God.something to ponder on. perhaps its stress, that i havent been happy or cheerful of late. nothing seems to keep me hype or just feel good. life has kinda lost its meaning and it has become all dull. i want to be understood by close and loved ones but the truth is i've someone who KNOWS ME BETTER than my loved ones !!! He knows me INSIDE OUT practically. hee. what is there to be upset for? perhaps that feeling of being LOVED has faded somehow. then again, He has never left me and His love never fails. =)cheerios girl. do not worry about tomorrow cause He knows what is ahead. just leave things meant for tml..tml. =)
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 7:35 PM