Nothing seems to be of any sense lately. i simply disgusted with the way i'm living my life. there isnt any sense of urgency or realisation that its my exam year and i'm just squandering every precious minute. =/

i'm going to push myself hard. no excuses anymore. the atmosphere has become all so tense in view of the approaching mid years. spotting many unpredictable people studying. what about me then? there shouldnt be any excuses. going use the midyear exam as a practical gauge. lately tests have traumatised me. =/

life isnt dull at the moment. it has gotta a whole lot different. trying to fit in again- getting into the momentum i lost since God knows when. =/ SYF coming up. drilling on pieces. i'm getting earworms on that 2 pieces. i wonder when can we sound perfect and kevin would be proud of us.

i know i'm able to handle the situation at present. i doubt there would be any further development or so. there are many reasons that held me back.most of them, personal. by keeping private i wouldnt let anyone have the opportunity to say anything.

1 peter 5:7 ' Cast all your anxiety on Him for He cares for you." - something that kept me going for the past year. =))