Monday, March 14, 2005
just a little update ..
Work:
Srjc guitar ensemble first ever concert is finally over. it was successful i should say although there was mixed comments about the outcome. oh well. we HAD a miracle alright! and all goes up to Him up there who made the impossible possible. =)workload starting to get heavier and the stress has found its way in me. stinks to be in it but im sure things are beautiful on the other side. just going lean back and fall into His arms of grace to carry me over. GP exam is coming soon. 15th april. how nice. we're in the midst of preparing for both midyears and SYF. better manage my time properly.Life:
hee. i'm really convinced that i should just concentrate on my studies. i'm glad that i'm over him and well let's just say i'm not going to put myself into awkward situations again if that's avoidable. haha. Life's just filled with temptations and well gotta fight those emotions! i'm not afraid whether if i would fall for anyone at this point of time cause i'm not taking it seriously. it would be obviously myself looking for a source of 'alternate' distraction. lol. how silly. if i do admire him much, i wouldnt make a move. i'll just be his friend and nothing else. =)Lessons drawn from life's many encounters, makes one just aware of the path to take BUT with God in it. that's the essential.i guess when it hits you, there's 2 choices : ignore or let it hit you. i'm just comtemplating with myself whether have i been hit or just ignorant. i rem an incident that something just hit me( like some sort of weird feeling of bliss or 'nice'- oh what the heck) when i saw him that fateful day. i kinda did a small experiment again but well that was a false alarm. hahah. well to note that each day my impression of him gradually improves. =)i've dismissed it as just a silly thought. yups. besides i've no time for such things. then again, i rather fall in love with God more and deeper. His love is just not measurable. =))' It Drives Me wild but no One makes Me MiLd Like You.'
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 10:56 PM