hee. had a good chat with jolene last night. it was kinda unexpected on my part as i just msg her out of the blue. but well we enjoyed ourselves. she's really cute and all.
i've come to realised one thing. to overcome anything that has got to do with you is simply to ignore. ignoring you isnt something i wanted but i've got no choice. this thing i'm ignoring is my emotions reacting with you around. on the outside, seems like calm and cool. on the inside, mashed, tangled, dismantled, disillusioned, strangled..the list goes on. its an emotional rollercoaster ride each time i see you doing something i dont agree upon. the only way i can be fine and really just let things go is to ignore. i'm sorry that i have to 'severe' all forms of communication and contact with you. i guess this would do us some good cuz sometimes you make me feel that i'm lying to you. in fact i havent. you should learn to look at things from my perspective. stop being so selfish.
is this what our relationship's going to be for the next few years?
i wonder. seems like this is the ultimate solution for both of us. oh Lord, is this the way you want me to handle this issue? help me lord. i need your reassurance that i'm doing fine and ok. lord come into my life again. i need you so much. all i want is you to be with me and your unfailing love surrounds me.
=)
i've come to realised one thing. to overcome anything that has got to do with you is simply to ignore. ignoring you isnt something i wanted but i've got no choice. this thing i'm ignoring is my emotions reacting with you around. on the outside, seems like calm and cool. on the inside, mashed, tangled, dismantled, disillusioned, strangled..the list goes on. its an emotional rollercoaster ride each time i see you doing something i dont agree upon. the only way i can be fine and really just let things go is to ignore. i'm sorry that i have to 'severe' all forms of communication and contact with you. i guess this would do us some good cuz sometimes you make me feel that i'm lying to you. in fact i havent. you should learn to look at things from my perspective. stop being so selfish.
is this what our relationship's going to be for the next few years?
i wonder. seems like this is the ultimate solution for both of us. oh Lord, is this the way you want me to handle this issue? help me lord. i need your reassurance that i'm doing fine and ok. lord come into my life again. i need you so much. all i want is you to be with me and your unfailing love surrounds me.
=)
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