My sweet Jesus, I'm sorry, that I let you down again.

i cant believe i ran off halfway during service today.just couldnt take the headache that's thobbing. argh. of all times now to have a relapse? oh Lord...help. i dont wanna have the urges to really bang my head against the wall. ( in fact i did bang my head against the bed frame.)
camp's in less than 4 days time. i'm worried that things may go wrong. its okay to feel this way since most things are settled last minute. but we started on the wrong foot. the com and i didnt pray when we started on the camp booklet and stuff. fatal mistake .

oh Lord. forgive us.
need your guidence for the next few days and the camp to come Lord. be with us Father.

here's a song that's swimming in my mind for sometime.


Cool Hand Luke - For You

My sweet Jesus, I love you.
And I'm trying so hard.
It's not so easy, down here anymore.
Everyone just treats me, like I'm crazy or something.
Sometimes I feel like I am, because no one seems to understand.

But if I'm a fool, I'm a fool for you.
And if I'm alive, I'm living just for you.
If I sing a song, then I sing for you. I sing all day long, in everything I do.

My sweet Jesus, I'm sorry, that I let you down again.
It's not so easy, Down here anymore.
Everyone just treats me, like I'm crazy or something.
And sometimes, I feel like I am.
Because no one seems to understand.

But if I'm a fool, I'm a fool for you.
and if I'm alive, I'm living just for you. If I sing a song, then I sing for you.
I sing all day long, in everything I do.

I will rejoice in this foolishness.
I will rejoice in this foolishness.


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