God's been really faithful. He is indeed real and close. what else personal!! its like this i was having a little chat with Shimu during dinner last night and i poured out what's on my mind. She told me alot of stuffs and well she believes God wants me to learn from this issue. i am greatly convinced and blessed because God spoke thru the speaker during sermon and all things Shimu and I were sharing earlier were EXACTLY the SAME!! God's so lovely. His love cant be measured using little things. its just a feeling that cant be expressed but FELT greatly in your heart once you open your heart to Him. :)