does my heart still races at the sight or sound of your name?

i'm feeling indifferent towards you now. probably you may see it or you may not. it isnt obvious.
been asking myself what attracts you to me. *pause* honestly been thinking about it these few days and in addition i did ask myself b4.

the final answer...................... i dont know.

the strangest thing i ever encountered. past few guys that i fancied. i had reasons why they were so attractive to me at some point. for you. seriously i dont know. i once thought it was probably the way you carried yourself or maybe.... i dont know.....

i told a friend about this. she said this," erm..a mysterious form of attraction...unexplainable =) "
i thought about it. it seems so i guess.

just leaving things aside and concentrating on other things that are much more important than this. oh fish! i havent been really doing my schoolwork. i better buck up! like the movie reviews, the 'choreful' literature projects( its just damn sickening. the end of PW. the start of more projects!!! how interesting. =/) and endless econs essays to be completed.

this is going to be a stupid christmas holiday. oh its not even a holiday for me. what f*uk? holiday?

=/ hmmmmmmm....