am i feeling okay these 2 weeks?
my emotions have been fluctuating madly ever since the end of camp. i really dont know why. have i rekindled my past emotions or rather have a new one burning again?
i've been like slipping in and out of the 'happy' mode i was supposingly in. ok. i told ness and a few others that i've been fine and been hit with the 'happiness' bug. it WAS TRUE until circumstances played me out again. its been like that ever since.
i'm so sick of everything. especially my raging emotions that are incontrollable. i hate it darn much that i would rather become a nun and just forget about earthly matters of love and emotions. when i'm okay i mean really fine like i just wouldnt think of it at all, it would just attack me when i'm at my weakest point! argh.
i want to be feeling free and not cooped with this matter. it makes me so darn irritated and plus wise i want to severe anythings that has got to do with him. it doesnt sound that logical cause we've got to be in contact. that i understand.work n stuffs. yeah.
emotions. get the darn out of my life for now? let me have a peaceful Christmas and experience the true meaning of it.
Lord, i come before you in a repentance spirit, seeking forgiveness of things that i've done that hasnt been pleasing to you. oh Lord, i ask of you to carry me through this period as i struggle once again, unknowingly owing to circumstances that played me out once again. i dont blame anyone but myself. i trust that your grace and mercy be with me during this crucial period.
Thank you Lord.
Amen.
my emotions have been fluctuating madly ever since the end of camp. i really dont know why. have i rekindled my past emotions or rather have a new one burning again?
i've been like slipping in and out of the 'happy' mode i was supposingly in. ok. i told ness and a few others that i've been fine and been hit with the 'happiness' bug. it WAS TRUE until circumstances played me out again. its been like that ever since.
i'm so sick of everything. especially my raging emotions that are incontrollable. i hate it darn much that i would rather become a nun and just forget about earthly matters of love and emotions. when i'm okay i mean really fine like i just wouldnt think of it at all, it would just attack me when i'm at my weakest point! argh.
i want to be feeling free and not cooped with this matter. it makes me so darn irritated and plus wise i want to severe anythings that has got to do with him. it doesnt sound that logical cause we've got to be in contact. that i understand.work n stuffs. yeah.
emotions. get the darn out of my life for now? let me have a peaceful Christmas and experience the true meaning of it.
Lord, i come before you in a repentance spirit, seeking forgiveness of things that i've done that hasnt been pleasing to you. oh Lord, i ask of you to carry me through this period as i struggle once again, unknowingly owing to circumstances that played me out once again. i dont blame anyone but myself. i trust that your grace and mercy be with me during this crucial period.
Thank you Lord.
Amen.
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 4:44 PM
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