sometimes it seems so hard to be able to say truthfully that you've forgotten someone. for me well i did it but when it wears off, you'll be actually wondering if you've been lying to yourself? i'm sure i have REALLY let go of that feeling for 'Him' if not why am i doing so much just to clear things up and also i guess start anew again? for our friendship that was strained from the beginning.
the old say goes ' time will change everything' or ' let nature take its course' or ' God will provide and show you when time comes'. yes. heard that countless times and have been just abiding by it. what about those feelings that taunt you so much that you feel like its impossible to go on waiting? or say just forget about that someone you're trying so hard to? its not really a matter of forgetting that person when you have to face him. its more of that feeling that you wan to get rid of. it will just fade off after sometime when you're so preoccupied with work and other schoo stuffs but when you start to get into a daze, these starts to surface out?
sometimes i wonder God why everything has to be related to 'Him' somehow or rather. here i am trying really hard to just get on with my life and get other things going. it just doesnt seem to be helping. at times i wonder if God, you let 'Him' be involved in different situations and scenarios ( most things are related to him or he's around) . Is he really the one for me?
i'm not thinking. i'm not speaking. i'm even not going to feel anything. this has to go for now. like someone has told me. your youth is the best time to mix around and fellowship and get down to committment at such a young age. especially in church and stuffs. during your youth, make more friends and establish friendships rather then relationships. by mixing around, deeper bonds can be established and you got yourself friends! :)
oh well. i guess i'm fine just disturbed with alot of thoughts that are running in my head. guess i've to control myself AGAIN. since things are okay between me and 'Him', just let God be in this friendship and well yea let nature take its course in probably giving us the opportunity to know each other better? hopeful it does.
Celeste once told us at cell that God doesnt only provide the Only ONE to be your life partner. He gives you a group to choose from. that's just so amazing i guess :) cant wait for God to show my 'him' to me.
the old say goes ' time will change everything' or ' let nature take its course' or ' God will provide and show you when time comes'. yes. heard that countless times and have been just abiding by it. what about those feelings that taunt you so much that you feel like its impossible to go on waiting? or say just forget about that someone you're trying so hard to? its not really a matter of forgetting that person when you have to face him. its more of that feeling that you wan to get rid of. it will just fade off after sometime when you're so preoccupied with work and other schoo stuffs but when you start to get into a daze, these starts to surface out?
sometimes i wonder God why everything has to be related to 'Him' somehow or rather. here i am trying really hard to just get on with my life and get other things going. it just doesnt seem to be helping. at times i wonder if God, you let 'Him' be involved in different situations and scenarios ( most things are related to him or he's around) . Is he really the one for me?
i'm not thinking. i'm not speaking. i'm even not going to feel anything. this has to go for now. like someone has told me. your youth is the best time to mix around and fellowship and get down to committment at such a young age. especially in church and stuffs. during your youth, make more friends and establish friendships rather then relationships. by mixing around, deeper bonds can be established and you got yourself friends! :)
oh well. i guess i'm fine just disturbed with alot of thoughts that are running in my head. guess i've to control myself AGAIN. since things are okay between me and 'Him', just let God be in this friendship and well yea let nature take its course in probably giving us the opportunity to know each other better? hopeful it does.
Celeste once told us at cell that God doesnt only provide the Only ONE to be your life partner. He gives you a group to choose from. that's just so amazing i guess :) cant wait for God to show my 'him' to me.
Priscilla rejoices in this foolishness. 6:52 PM
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