today i aint chilling out with any song cause simply there isnt a mood for it although i was blasting music in my room with this taiwanese rock band's album. they do pretty neat songs that i really try learning the different songs to impress myself. sounds pretty pathetic but i like it and besides its good to pick up a new song and try to jam it. once you get hold of the song definitely you have this sense of satisfaction.

Its's simply a feeling that undescribable...

oh well last night i had a good talk with my mum and well all those stuffs abt guys just kept flowing out of my mouth and well i do feel better saying some out cause i'm rather irritated with it. mayhe i should share it with her often cause she's been thru much more than i have.

honestly i hate myself. my foul and stinking temper. just how can i control it? i'm so agigy and so easily irritated this days. its a big contrast to who i used to be. oh i really want to change esp when my relationship with my family is always at risk when i get so angry that i want to tear down the entire apartment. yes that's how i'm going to illustrate how bad my temper was.

i'm so dead! revision has been so bad and i really dont know if i can pull thru this exams. oh Lord! help!

tis verse kept me going all this while thru pri and seconday school..i must forget
Phil 4:13 I can do all things Thru Christ which strengthens me.

yes. in everything i do i should always go to Him. =)

hehe..today another song that's one of my favs too..

The Juliana Theory
Dont push love away


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Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.
I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm given.

Can you hear me now? Listen.
Whispers in the rain. Listen.
Don't push love away, You know you do.
It's all we have.

It's a chore holding onto a vision.
Don't leave her high and dry.
She's the one you'll be missing.

Can you hear me now? Listen.
Whispers in the rain, while you're awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

I hate to think hesitation's a burden.
A bittersweet design for a lesson you're learning.

Can you hear me now? Listen.
Whispers in the rain, while you're awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

She's crying. She's crying. She's crying. She's crying.

Can you feel me now this time?
Whispers in the rain, lying awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all you have.

Can you feel me now this time?
Whispers in the rain, lying awake.
Don't push love away, you know you do.
It's all we have.

Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.