chilling out with
Lifehouse---------------Joshua

had a rather emo day.no idea what's wrong with me probably it might be because i ran into Landis yesterday during steamboat dinner with Bao Qi n the rest.i mean i just didnt expect to run into him.its just so coincidental yup.i didnt know how to react but what's worst was they came one hour late! i'm so angry cus i had a long day at school and i make the trip down to meet them specially and yet they make me wait. :S
landis better known as lance now.i realised that after 2 years i still feel something for him isnt that dumb after what has happened then. havent i learnt from my lesson yet?i guess things have changed this time a round and i'm more careful with how i feel about certain things.i just dont know how to explain the feeling inside me and i dont wan to deceive myself in anyway. i just wan to sort out my thoughts before its too late and i regret decisions i've made. Lord guide me and lead me away from tis thought as i'm in a crucial moment of my life now. this 2 years meant alot to me since i used 1 year's time to get this and without you all this cant happen at all. Dont leave me!

oh yea..another song from lifehouse Goodbye...another nice song..hehe

Artist: Lifehouse Lyrics
Song: Goodbye Lyric


Take your medicine and swallow it down
Drown your sorrows in a bowl of pain now
You've got the confidence You have the smile
Fool everybody even yourself for awhile

(chorus)
So take your suffering and be done with you
I am sorry I can't come there with you
So pack your pain in a suitcase full of lies
I guess this is where we say goodbye

Oh I'm so complicated I was so torn
Between two lies don't make a treatment
[unintelligible]
You said you're growing up and what you became
I think you're changing into a different version of the same

(chorus)
So take your suffering and be done with you
I am sorry I can't come there with you
So pack your pain in a suitcase full of lies
I guess this is where we say goodbye

[unintelligible] Was the last time you bringing me down
Nothing's the same Now that you're not around
Everything has changed Now that you're not around

(repeat chorus)

I guess this is where we say goodbye
I guess this is where we say goodbye


yeah it pretty much reflects how i feel for the day itself. a song that basically summarised my entire day.