Listening to: REM---losing my religion
argh!what an awful song!stupid i cant even skip it.sigh. its been an ok day for me but i'm getting emo again. i'm not going to blame anyone except myself.but den wat am i supposed to do now?the picz of the BBQ is gone now.i cant even send any picz to my classmates.sigh. at least there is the hardcopy area.boy am i glad!
its like friday now.am jobless too.getting boring staying home but i liked it alot.juz tat i dont really haf the space to do wat i like most. read! haha.i wud spent like hours on a book n sit there n read. tat's my habit since young. any books with nice picz n all attacts me the most! sigh. its a luxury to be able to sit there n read ur book. haf a few books on hand. waiting for the time to enjoy them! sigh. but i wonder how long will i haf to wait.
tinking back on my week.its been pretty pleasant except tat i'm more emo than ever.aint sure why is tat so but haha.i'm sure tis year is gonna b great!ya.
hmm.heard tat he's crazy abt her.i cant being sad n happy at the same time.he even read the book i started reading thrice.wat's the meaning to it? he's too bored or is it he's trying to find meaning to watever he's doing is rite?hmm.but i really wonder when she's going to accept him? i'm in no position to comment on anything . i only hope tat he can b happy with watever he's doing. sigh. i wan to break away frm having feelings of any sort. its only making me miserable. so miserable. sometimes my sis tease me by calling his name at my face. i didnt feel anything then. honest. but den i thought whether am i really ok abt it? yes. i am. not point clinging on to things or rather hopes. like dan had said. not point clinging on to sometimes tat isnt meant to be mine. yup. for once. i did tat. mayb alot of times i tried. i didnt manage to wake up then. i only noe i'm a laughing stock for having a attempt to feel something for someone like him.yup. haha i'm glad its over for now.
*_' hehe..today heard a really cute song. n there's tis part goes.. " i just cant smile without you!"