juz started this blog
somehow i feel tat tis can help me feel better each day juz expressing how i feel.hopeful
Sighz.i'm been so troubled lately n i cant stop feeling negative towards feelings. i really dont wish to feel anything for anyone! juz sick of this issue for a really long time.
to sum it up .. i dont care!
mayb i can comment abt tis present guy or mayb there isnt any at all. i'm juz so stuck in my barrier!! i wonder if i really did like him or he's juz a bro to me...argh!! sometimes i wish i'm juz not denying my feelings or rather juz hope i can wake up!!
i'm juz wrestling with how i feel n till tis day i still haf no answer to it.. but then to recall how i actually notice him..i rem in dec last year i saw him at a camp i went..he's juz so special (maybe he plays the guit? ) ya.hmm...den we didnt talk at all until the end of my mid-year exams tis year..i went to church juz to chill out after my paper n den..we talked tat day sharing an umbrella under the rain...its juz so sweet...thinking abt tat day...
well..that's the start of me really noticing him...
hha...well..i shall say something the next post...but now i feel rather relieved though... :P