i had the bestest time tis few days. its juz so amazing. i helped out at the children's camp n yup it was alot of fun hanging out with the kids n yup. they r definitely not bundles of joy but bundles of innocence..haha ya helped out since mon till tues..he's there too i dun feel anyting much so i had drawn a conclusion tat i'm neutral! its nice for once tat i can really be honest with myself but sometimes when bernice asks me " are u sure u feel nothing?" my mind starts to b in deep thoughts as though i'm doing some soul searching...argh...i had to admit defeat to tat..sigh but then i'm ok abt it

ya hmm the pre-camp thingy was FABULOUS ! its juz beyond words! its so nice we had games played in the rain the weather really sux n most of us caught a cold . i'm glad i'm ok alt i felt bad n uneasy. i had to forgo my party!! aww.. i already promised Louisa but well i've to treat her to make up for it. heez the best part was getting to know each other better n i guess its a worthwhile day somehow i was reflecting on my decision on wanting gemi on my group..i wanted her but i tot of chuns hmm...wonder if she's offended or wat but i tink she isnt tat sort of person.. she's nice n social u juz got to take the initative to talk to her.. ya

went to sing karaoke with silin rich n dan. wasnt really keen to do it but den after tat i got pretty hooked haha..fun hanging out wif them. silin's going to China sigh. i gonna miss her..she'll b back next jan..tat's so long..wish she didnt had to go